Sunday, May 26, 2013

Sunyi

Dia pergi outstation lagi. Saya sedih dan tak suka setiap kali dia tak ada di rumah. Saya tak suka ditinggalkan di rumah ini. Walaupun dah hampir 3 tahun menginap di sini, saya masih tak serasi. Saya nak dia cepat balik sini. Temankan saya. Setiap kali sebelum dia pergi, saya mesti rasa tak best. Saya risau. Saya sunyi. Saya rasa nak ikut. Saya tak suka ditinggalkan walaupun sekejap. 

Luckily, bebek dah besar. Dah boleh jadi teman mama berborak bila mama sunyi. Dah boleh pujuk mama dan pegang tangan mama bila mama mengangis kerinduan. Tapi bebek jugak seperti mama. Dia pun cakap asyik rindukan ayah. Dia asyik tanya macam mana dia nak peluk ayah malam ni. Adeh. Bebek buatkan mama lagi rindu ayah.


Bila dia tak ada disisi, saya rasa cacat. Saya rasa tak ada semangat. Kalau terpaksa drive sorang, saya rasa sedih. Saya menangis rindukan dia. Kenapa racun dia sangat kuat. Bila tiada depan mata, saya jadi ketagih dan hampir gila.


Tapi, bila dia ada, saya sering saja buatkan dia tertekan dan geram dan pening lalat melayan kerenah saya. Dia, fahamilah saya, saya dengan bebek tahap mengada nya sama sahaja. Kerana kami dulu pernah bersatu dalam badan yang satu. Dia, saya kini dalam fasa....'teman' baik bakal menjengah. Bila time begini, saya rasa saya gila dan tak waras mengawal emosi. Fahami saya....maafkan kekurangan saya.


Dia...cepatlah pulang. Saya dan bebek sudah rindu sama dia. Sangat!


Sekian.

Monday, May 6, 2013

Abang Arif....I Love You!



I Love You

I miss your touch, the smile on you face and the sound of your voice so sweet
I love as the day ends, to lie in each others arms, to kiss you and to feel your heart beat

I love to feel you in my arms as you sleep so peaceful and sweet
The warmth of your body, the smell of your perfume and to feel your heart beat

To see you in the night, in the light of the moon for you are so beautiful
Your love, your warmth, your laughter, your touch fills my heart so full

My one desire is to love you so much that you never have doubt
The love that I feel for you is so overpowering that at times I want to shout

I want to shout out that I love you and I adore you
I want the world to hear me praise and love for you

I wish that I could lift you to the stars above
I know that you were sent by God to me with love

I adore you not only for only your beauty but for what you have shared with me, your love
You are a beautiful person whose inner beauty is like that of an angle from above

I praise you as my husband, a husband more perfect than any other
I praise you for you kindness & love that you share with our children as their father

I look at you and see a special person, one of a kind
God has blessed us all and me especially with a husband so fine

Together we have stood for each other
I can only love you and never another

Please know that I love you for all that you are and all that you give
I promise to love you, hold you, adore you and praise you for as long as I live

I love you



By Dazy


 
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